Almost five years ago my husband Rob had major surgery to address advanced cancer. Now, thank God, his oncologist is starting to whisper “cure.”
Yesterday, we visited a friend who had the same procedure two weeks ago. I have revisited the trauma and grief of Rob’s early recovery this week as we prepared food to take along. Late one night I reviewed five years worth of photos, searching for cartoons to send in morning texts to his wife, the ones that have been encouraging life blood for me over the years. And I wept.
As we headed home after the visit, we met the Bird King himself and marveled.
Leaning there, I was flooded with warmth and appreciation for this man, my man, who suffered so and now can be light at the end of a long tunnel for someone else.
Growing up, I vividly recall those heart-wrenching commercials portraying children in Africa suffering from hunger. It always puzzled me why such dire circumstances existed when we had an abundance of resources. As I matured, my focus shifted to addressing hunger closer to home, particularly within my community, as I pursued my role as a pastor.
Despite the challenges in my immediate surroundings, the memory of those African children lingered, and my heartfelt wish persisted for a solution to alleviate their suffering. Over the years, I yearned for a positive change and, as a pastor, my priorities naturally gravitated towards the immediate needs of my community.
Recently, my long-standing wish seemed to have found a glimmer of fulfillment. A link in my inbox led me to an extraordinary initiative known as the Great Green Wall, transforming the landscape and prospects of several African nations, including Senegal. This innovative project focuses on harvesting rainwater through half-moon trenches, contributing significantly to increased food security.
The Great Green Wall not only addresses the critical issue of water scarcity but also actively engages local communities by creating employment opportunities and fostering sustainable agricultural practices. Witnessing the positive impact on food production and livelihoods, it feels like a realization of the hope I harbored for so many years.
I encourage everyone interested in this remarkable program to explore more about the Great Green Wall through the UN World Food Programme. Could it be that my wish came true?
Un deseo
De niña, recuerdo vívidamente esos desgarradores comerciales que mostraban a niños en África sufriendo de hambre. Siempre me desconcertó por qué existían esas circunstancias tan difíciles cuando teníamos una abundancia de recursos. A medida que maduré, mi enfoque se desplazó hacia abordar el hambre más cerca de casa, especialmente dentro de mi comunidad, mientras seguía mi papel como pastor.
A pesar de los desafíos en mi entorno inmediato, el recuerdo de esos niños africanos persistía, y mi deseo ferviente perduraba por encontrar una solución que aliviara su sufrimiento. A lo largo de los años, anhelé un cambio positivo y, como pastor, naturalmente dirigí mis prioridades hacia las necesidades inmediatas de mi comunidad.
Recientemente, mi deseo de mucho tiempo pareció encontrar un destello de cumplimiento. Un enlace en mi correo electronico me llevó a una iniciativa extraordinaria conocida como el Gran Muro Verde, transformando el paisaje y las perspectivas de varias naciones africanas, incluyendo Senegal. Este proyecto innovador se centra en cosechar el agua de lluvia a través de zanjas en forma de media luna, contribuyendo significativamente a aumentar la seguridad alimenticia.
El Gran Muro Verde no solo aborda el problema crítico de la escasez de agua, sino que también involucra activamente a las comunidades locales al crear oportunidades de empleo y fomentar prácticas agrícolas sostenibles. Al presenciar el impacto positivo en la producción de alimentos y los medios de vida, parece que la realización de la esperanza que albergaba durante tantos años está ocurriendo gradualmente.
Animo a todos los interesados en este programa notable a explorar más sobre el Gran Muro Verde a través del Programa Mundial de Alimentos de la ONU. Creen que de alguna manera, mi deseo se cumplió?
Yesterday my mother and I went to the movies. Since she’s almost 96, we can count on a few age-related snags on our outings. There were several. Here’s one suitable for public consumption: Someone parked less than a foot from the passenger side of my car so, after the show, Mom had to manage getting into the back seat behind me. Once we were all strapped in and ready for take-off, she exclaimed, “Well, this is different. Different but necessary.”
The most unusual part for me was my quiet mind. I am irritated when inconvenienced, often with her. Could it be that the petition for quiet minds during the benediction on Ash Wednesday, the ask I have been repeating since then, is taking hold?
During this Lenten Season nothing better than sharing one of my favorite poems. Enjoy!
“Do not love half lovers Do not entertain half friends Do not indulge in works of the half talented Do not live half a life and do not die a half death If you choose silence, then be silent When you speak, do so until you are finished Do not silence yourself to say something And do not speak to be silent If you accept, then express it bluntly Do not mask it If you refuse then be clear about it for an ambiguous refusal is but a weak acceptance Do not accept half a solution Do not believe half truths Do not dream half a dream Do not fantasize about half hopes Half a drink will not quench your thirst Half a meal will not satiate your hunger Half the way will get you no where Half an idea will bear you no results Your other half is not the one you love It is you in another time yet in the same space It is you when you are not Half a life is a life you didn’t live, A word you have not said A smile you postponed A love you have not had A friendship you did not know To reach and not arrive Work and not work Attend only to be absent What makes you a stranger to them closest to you and they strangers to you The half is a mere moment of inability but you are able for you are not half a being You are a whole that exists to live a life not half a life”
― Gibran Khalil Gibran
Durante esta epoca de Cuaresma, que major que compatirles uno de mis poemas favoritas. Espero les guste!
“No ames a medios amantes
No entretengas a amigos a medias
No te entregues a obras de medio talento
No vivas media vida
y no mueras una muerte a medias
Si eliges el silencio, entonces quédate callado
Cuando hables, hazlo hasta que hayas terminado
No te silencies para decir algo
Y no hables para quedarte en silencio
Si aceptas, exprésalo sin rodeos
No lo disfraces
Si rechazas, sé claro al respecto
porque un rechazo ambiguo no es más que una aceptación débil
No aceptes una solución a medias
No creas medias verdades
No sueñes medio sueño
No fantasees con medias esperanzas
Media bebida no saciará tu sed
Media comida no saciará tu hambre
Medio camino no te llevará a ninguna parte
Media idea no te dará resultados
Tu otra mitad no es la que amas
Eres tú en otro tiempo pero en el mismo espacio
Eres tú cuando no estás
Media vida es una vida que no viviste,
una palabra que no dijiste
una sonrisa que pospusiste
un amor que no tuviste
una amistad que no conociste
Alcanzar y no llegar
Trabajar y no trabajar
Asistir solo para estar ausente
Lo que te hace un extraño para aquellos más cercanos a ti