Lent 2024 – Penny

Laguna de Apoyo, Nicaragua – February 2018

I am feeling weighed down today. It is Day 20 of Lent. Could that be contributing to my restless malaise?

It’s time to drum up a favorite photo and poem by Denise Levertov.

The Avowal

For Carolyn Kizer and John Woodbridge, Recalling Our Celebration of George Herbert’s Birthday

As swimmers dare

to lie face to the sky

and water bears them,

as hawks rest upon air

and air sustains them,

so would I learn to attain

free fall, and float

into Creator Spirit’s deep embrace,

knowing no effort earns

that all-surrounding grace.

Lent 2024 – Penny

This morning’s canticles used the words “Glory!” and “Splendor!”

Ray used “Forsythia!” and “Camellia!” His asymmetrical masterpieces have earned him the nickname Ray-Angelo from one of his flower teammates. He says when creating an arrangement that his goal is to bring the outside in. This act describes my seeking after glory and splendor well.

Like many others, I grew up thinking of God personified. I am grateful to now ponder and use a wide and deep swath of Holy Names and descriptors for the Ineffable.

Lent 2024 – Penny

Senior Organ Recital

Removal of gall bladder. Removal of bladder. Reconstruction of brain surgery. Diagnosis of breast cancer. Esophageal cancer….

These are the ailments of my friends that spring to mind when the priest asks for “our prayer requests either silently or in the chat” during zoom Morning Prayer.

Thank God for the peace and power of prayer.

Michael Seewer/Photo Credit

Lent 2024 – Penny

Black Power

I lived this history. I remember my parents’ nervous whispers about Malcolm X over the newspaper or in front of news on our grainy black-and-white TV. I remember seemingly one assassination after another. I remember when my father, our elementary school principal, gathered us all in the auditorium to watch Martin Luther King, Jr’s funeral. A Black classmate told me that’s the act he remembers most vividly and gratefully about my Dad.

Studying this history almost sixty years later and reliving it from great seats at McCaw Hall last night was spell-binding.

The one blemish was when we returned to our seats after intermission. I heard the larger, older white man sitting on the aisle call a younger Black woman in our party “rude” when she struggled to climb over him. Wow. She tried to stick up for herself and, being one who generally believes it takes two to tango, I still wanted to wring his neck. All I could do in my anger and fear was retreat to find an usher. What was he thinking?! Of course, in that environment, he should have bowed to her or at least stood up to let us pass.

After all, we were there because Black Lives Matter. We whites must learn and act civilly, kindly, and justly on what history has tried to teach us.